addiction

it's so hard not to look at houses online.
i check the mls every day just to see what's out there.
and i usually find one that i would love to look at.
but we have given up looking at houses in real life.
because...well...15 months is a long time. and houses sell (or so they tell us).
but i feel like i still need to look.
because i can't believe we are the owners of the first house in the world that never sold.
right?
so i need to be prepared for when it does sell.
so i look.
and then i fall in love with something.
and then it sells.
ugh.
it's not fun.
i think the looking has turned into an addiction.
i can't stay away.
and that is so so frustrating.
just figured my first step was confessing i have a problem.
so there ya have it...my confession.